I can't sleep right now. Something is on my mind... obviously. It's pertaining to Sir Adam.
Going back to when we first "talked" to each other. He sent me a message on a social networking site and in all honesty at that point in time I didn't really think anything of it other than it was pretty random. I had a boyfriend at the time so I wasn't looking for another guy in my life other than a friend. Well, every once in awhile we would IM each other and talk for a bit.
We met up one night and hung out but again I had plans to move so I didn't expect anything to happen between us other than we would be friends. Well see, one night I was pretty down and I posted my status as "I wish I could hear a man sing to me". There were a few people that sent me songs by bands that had male singers, but none of which I was looking for. Then Adam IMs me and said he sang me a song. It was too sweet. And of course he sent it to me and that's pretty much what one me over.
At this time, I was still "dating" this other boy but I had all intentions of breaking up with him for Adam but of course just because I had a boyfriend at the time didn't mean I wasn't going to hang out with Sir Adam. He would mostly just come and pick me up from work, we'd hang out for a few hours, then he'd take me back to my parents house, and we would IM the rest of the night until one of us fell asleep. However, every time we hung out, we kept it clean. There was no kissing or anything beyond that point. I mean, I was "taken" at this time and I've never been a cheater and never will be one.
Well one night the boy I was dating at the time pretty much made me feel like shit and Adam pretty much just had enough of it and thought, just as I did, that it was time for me to break up with him. So I did. Well that boy pulled the pity card and didn't want me to leave him and all that, but it was too late. Not even 15 minutes after I broke up with that guy, I was hanging out at Adam's house again. I remember it as if it just happened:
Adam and I were sitting on the couch, he had his arms around me, and he said "So how long do I have to wait before I can make you mine?". Needless to say I was already his but I didn't say yes right away....I waited a day if that. Haha. I couldn't say no to him anymore.
Let's fast forward a little....I remember being at work one night and Adam came up there. I don't remember if he came to just see me or if he was taking me home that night but he was there. He was slightly nervous about something, I could see that on his face and he just blurts out this long way to say 'I love you'. It was too cute. He was pretty much trying to say he loved me and say that he knows it's too early and how he thought he shouldn't say it yet but that he just couldn't NOT say it. Too cute. So I kissed him and said it back.
Let's fast forward to tonight.... I was lying in bed next to Adam, listening to him slowly fall to sleep, and all of this just came at me. We met randomly, became friends, started dating, fell in love, and moved in together (which is a long story so that will be it's on blog one day). Never would I have imagined living with, snuggled close to, and in love with this boy that sent me a random message online. But it happened and I'm glad it happened. I'm happy with him. :)
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